Once again it's 'the end of the day' and i feel like i pressed the fast forward button on my life's remote,just as i woke up.Maybe it's just that I'm not doing anything important with my life,even though i have lots of things that i would like to do,i never do any...that's one of my bad sides i guess,i start things or think about starting but i never actually do what i intend to.Some would say I'm just being lazy..and maybe they're right,but i think it's not just that..it can't be!It's been like this for so long now,that i don't even remember the way it used to be when i 'pressed the play button' instead of the 'fast forward'..and I'm just afraid I'll wake up old and look back at myself,back when i was still young,back to the present in which I'm writing this,and I'll just regret i lived my life this way.I keep telling myself it's all gonna change soon..i will grow up,get a job,work on a career,maybe have a wife (I'm not very keen on the kids part right now),but then a doubt pops out of the darkness;that 'what if' that keeps me from falling asleep and pops up as a first thought just as i wake up.I do realize I'm just whining right now so pardon me please..I'm just being one of those regular teenagers with their regular problems,which is a good thing i guess..better than being a weirdo with real problems =] .Now it's time for me to continue my randomness:surfing,playing or watching random stuff over internet ^_^.But i will leave you with the song I'm  listening to,right now: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6O2ncUKvlg